I felt so sad putting those jars in the freezer. I kept thinking about how my teacher said they have very short life spans. I was thinking a day or two. But, when I got to school the next day and told her I felt bad about freezing the butterfly, she said: It's okay, they only live for a year.
A year! That's a long time! And I killed it!!!! That night I had a nightmare where I was wondering around thinking I had killed someone. I was trying to figure out how long I'd have to be in jail. When I woke up, I still felt so guilty, the only thing I could do was go back to sleep.
Anyways, I will never kill an insect on purpose again.
Unless its encroaching on my face. Or in my house. Or if its causing health issues.
Gosh that butterfly was so beautiful.
I'm so sorry.